( she doesn't really want to look at him — that's her running trend her first day here, eye contact is hard, eye contact is bad — but she forces herself to sniff up the snot in her nose and slowly raises her head. clarke lets her gaze focus somewhere around his mouth, and she gives the tiniest shake of her head. )
No, I'm not.
( but if she takes deep enough breathes to alleviate the tightness in her chest, she can almost believe — )
no subject
No, I'm not.
( but if she takes deep enough breathes to alleviate the tightness in her chest, she can almost believe — )
But I will be. ( maybe. )