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checking in? ([personal profile] checkingin) wrote in [community profile] checkingout2015-02-01 11:57 pm

sit yourself down, and meet the best inn keeper in town ( O P E N )

Who: Everyone!
Where: The initial arrival rooms, the main lobby, all over the place.
When: February 3rd
What: Welcome, newbies.





ARRIVAL.
you wake up when you hit the floor in a dark room, and the air is knocked out of your lungs. the carpet is threadbare, worn with use, kind of dusty. and you're not the first person to endure this crash landing. nor will you be the last.

once your vision rights itself, you can see the well-lit hallway through the doorjam straight ahead of you. not to say there’s monsters in the shadows, but something propels you towards that door and out into the bright hallway beyond.

and once outside your room, you can hear it: the steady thrum of rain outside.



MAIN LOBBY.
there's a staircase at the end of the lengthy hallway you tumble out of. grab your suitcase and follow the dull green exit signs on the ceiling until you reach the disappointingly bland stairs that lead you down to the ornate old fashion hotel lobby.

to your left is a warmly crackling fireplace, to your right is a lobby desk. straight ahead are three large sets of doors, though only one of them is open to the public. and outside the few (curtained, permanently dark) windows is the continually steady hiss of rain.

welcome to the hotel.



FRONT DESK.
though there is a bell and a plaque designating the desk to be the main desk, the customer service desk, there are currently no staff members behind it. none shall answer your calls, either.

terribly sorry for the inconvenience.



SCREENING ROOM.
on a tall pull-down screen, a silent version of nosferatu will be playing on loop. at the back of the room, between the neat rows of fold out chairs, mounted on a wobbly table is the old timey projector, and mounted on the walls are some rather old speakers that warble out "terrifying" old timey music.

along the curtained windows is another long table, with a large bowl that looked like it once would have held popcorn. but is now unfortunately empty. same for the large hot drink dispensers labeled "hot chocolate" and "coffee".



OTHER.
the ballroom and breakfast hall are currently closed, grand doors locked.

there is no main door leading to the outside, good luck trying to find one.

the door to the courtyard is locked.



ROOMS.
you've a room key with your assigned room number on it. all the new guest residences will be located on floors one & two. while there is an open elevator in the main lobby, and the buttons light up inside, the doors will not close. all in all, you'd be better off taking the stairs.

while they're the same stairs you undoubtedly came down to get to the lobby, the door to the endless hall everyone woke up in will not reappear between the main floor and the subsequent residential halls.

there are twenty rooms per floor. feel free to get to know your surroundings; or your neighbors as they trickle in around you.
pajarita: (thrill is to make it up)

raven "fucking stairs" reyes | ota

[personal profile] pajarita 2015-02-02 02:11 pm (UTC)(link)
(LOBBY)

[the decision to leave her suitcase right where she found it had come for various reasons and was, in her opinion, pretty wise. for one, there was just no way in hell she was dragging a suitcase up the drab looking staircase with her current situation re: walking. secondly, the contents of the suitcase itself, that astronaut suit? a poor joke that made her want to burn the whole contents instead. third, she did not trust getting presents, she did not trust the suitcase, she did not trust having to carry something that would slow her down even more than the brace on her left leg would. (a relief, that she'd been allowed to keep that, by whomever.)

instead, she stripped the contents of the suitcase that were of use to her -- the tablet, the note, the keycard -- and made her way up the stairs. she reached the conclusion that she prefered trekking in the woods to climbing stairs, at least the ground was softer than this faded...whatever it was.

once in the lobby, she took in her surroundings: the empty reception, the crackling fireplace, the strangers she didn't know and didn't trust enough to ask anything yet. the elevators.

that was a good idea, for one. she'd been given a key to a room. she could go to her "room" and check what was inside it for clues, maybe see if she could escape via the window, maybe find some discarded weapon. people always left shit behind hotels, or so she'd heard. clarke and finn had found art supplies inside a bunker, it wasn't that unlikely to find something up there. besides, sticking around in one place and asking just made her feel...angry. so the elevator it was.

or...not.]
Fucking -- really?


(SCREENING ROOM)

[so after a few attempts, elevator was not it. climbing stairs could leave her vulnerable, so maybe it wasn't the best idea to try it out now. maybe later, maybe with someone else with her just in case. so the ground floor it was. between checking for doors (worrying: no doors that were of use, some locked doors) she ended up inside the screening room.]

...creepy... [can i get an amen?]
Edited 2015-02-02 14:12 (UTC)
engender: (concludes obviously)

screening room ]

[personal profile] engender 2015-02-02 05:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[ while Derek faintly hears the music wafting out of one of the doors, he doesn't check it out right away. he runs into familiar faces, he questions new ones, and he generally gets a sense that nobody knows what's going on. but, eventually, between 'meet-cute's,' Derek lets his curiosity take over. the walk into the screening room is foreboding thanks to the bone-chilling over-the-top music. it really does set the scene.

he recognizes the movie as it plays on the screen.

there was a small movie theatre in New York in Greenwich Village that showed older silent movies. sometimes, comedies. ]
It's Nosferatu.

[ because, that matters ]
pajarita: (the rules i break got me a place)

[personal profile] pajarita 2015-02-02 06:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[the fact that she's holding one hand in the pocket of her red bomber jacket has nothing to do with wanting to appear nonchalant and everything to do with how she's been rubbing the hilt of her wicked-sharp blade for the past five minutes as a mechanism to take away the edge of growing anxiety. little, small details.

she doesn't bring it out right away, though it's tempting to lash out; she's not blind, however, she has noticed a lot of the people ambling about are in the same situation, trying to get out or get answers.

she gives the guy sideglance, then a longer one (because he fine) to make sure there's no threat. not that she can make sure, to be fair -- she just doesn't know what kind of guests this hotel harbours so far.

on the screen, the pasty looking guy looms over someone and raven scrunches up her nose.]


It can be yesferatu for all I care - still creepy.
engender: (doesn't impress)

[personal profile] engender 2015-02-02 09:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[ raven has all the subtlety of a rock, but she can look all she wants. it comes off as both flattering and understanding - people should be wary of one another here. if whomever did this has the power to take down and capture werewolves, everyone should be on their guard. ]

The music doesn't help. [ derek's sure the music is doing all the work. he doesn't remember nosferatu ever being scary in the traditional sense, but he knows when it came out, it was. horror has come a long way since then. most monsters resemble men, too, the fact that nosferatu's face is gnarled and pasty, it makes it easier to separate himself from it. ] Has this been on the whole time?
pajarita: (me i'm a creator)

[personal profile] pajarita 2015-02-03 06:28 am (UTC)(link)
[she doesn't have time to be subtle, just take it and roll with it. whatever it is. this time, she doesn't pay attention to him, but walks over to the projector, leaning over it to study it. it casts her shadow across the projection screen, and nosferatu plays on her shirt, but whatever.]

It's just one roll... [she keeps this in mind, it's the first apparatus she's found of any sort, and she might need to destroy and dismantle it at one point.

for now, the end credits roll across her shirt and she steps aside to let it play out on the screen. there's the trepidation: if the movie ends, who'll come to replace it? but the movie ends-

and then it begins.]
That makes no sense, these things don't do loops.
engender: (glances outwardly)

[personal profile] engender 2015-02-03 07:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[ derek watches the screen on her chest, before moving beside her and taking a look himself. she's right. one roll unspools, the film finally coming to an end. he turns to face where the film has resumed on the screen, waiting with less trepidation. he doesn't see how what the movie does all much matters. yes, it means somebody put it on - and maybe that's a glimmer of some kind of hope. maybe.

but, the movie doesn't end.

his frown returns, looking back at the projector. ]
They usually run out. [ the film just flies off. he watches as the credits in the beginning replay. ] Someone locked us all in here. It's not a stretch to think they could [ his eyes travel upward, trying to find a digital projector. the one on the ground could be for show. but, he finds nothing. he looks behind them at the back wall. of course, he doesn't share his thoughts with the class. so, he might look crazy.

not that all of this isn't crazy. his gaze falls again. ]
Could it be configured to play over again? [ he's not some film projector expert ]
pajarita: (and i wanted it)

[personal profile] pajarita 2015-02-03 08:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[that look that she directs at him states clearly you're not pretty well, although it's a reasonable question. she pokes the side of the projector, gently. it's warm.]

These old-school things don't come with microchips you can configure to do anything for you. Which I guess doesn't exactly explain how it's looping, but that's tech for you. I could take it apart and see...[and for a moment there's the temptation, a project; but no, she has bigger priorities and bigger needs.]

But I won't.

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lobby/elevator

[personal profile] technologist 2015-02-05 06:35 am (UTC)(link)
It doesn't work.

[ Is the extremely helpful explanation he offers, about two seconds after she voices her frustration regarding the lift. It occurs to Fitz that yes, she's obviously aware, and he glances back down the hallway before deciding bailing would make that introduction even worse, so— ]

I thought maybe I could get to the wiring, see if it's broken or there's some sort of lock on it, but I haven't got the— the um.

[ He lifts a hand, snapping his fingers quietly before gesturing with it, as if he's holding something. ] The um...

[ No luck finding the word. He doubts everyone's programmed to play charades with a stranger, so moving on. ] To get behind the panel.
pajarita: (and i might've thought)

yis yis yis

[personal profile] pajarita 2015-02-05 08:50 am (UTC)(link)
[finally, someone how has solutions and not just casual observations she's already made. like -- it's broken. no shit it's broken, she can tell but how it's not working.

her eyes light up momentarily in recognition of what he's saying, and she takes a very small kit out of her pocket. it's the size of an old timey manicure set, only inside it there's a small screwdriver, pliers, and even a conectable wrench.

and she's proud.]
You mean this?
technologist: (372)

sorry for the delay!!

[personal profile] technologist 2015-02-11 05:21 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah. [ The answer's quick, enthusiastic and a little guileless. Fitz steps forward and seems entirely intent on taking the toolkit from her, but about halfway through the gesture of raising his hand he catches himself up short, glance skipping back to meet hers. ]

Can I borrow it?

[ Manners. Or something. ]
pajarita: (the rules i break got me a place)

hello!

[personal profile] pajarita 2015-02-11 08:30 am (UTC)(link)
[there's a flicker of something -- amusement maybe.] Go ahead.

[a+ on manners at the last minute; she probably would've just taken the thing.]
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[personal profile] technologist 2015-02-15 07:23 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks.

[ More manners. It's a little flat, but it beats nothing. He takes the offered toolkit a beat after, then gives her a somewhat chagrined glance before heading into the lift and focusing on the front panel.

Which is about when he realizes he's been on autopilot, falling back on old habits. It isn't that he's completely useless with tech, now, but he's slower than he'd like — clumsy. He seems to hesitate as he's about to pull something out of the kit, uncertain, then he looks back to her.
]

Sorry— did you want to try?

[ As if it's only just occurred to him that she had the kit in the first place, so maybe she'd like to take the initiative. It'd probably be more convincing if it weren't for the hesitation beforehand. ]

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amplified: { 1.03 } « ᴏʜ ɴᴏ! » (i walk and talk like a machine.)

screening room.

[personal profile] amplified 2015-02-05 06:36 pm (UTC)(link)
( lydia finds herself wandering into the screening room with much the same thoughts at the movie playing. she recognizes it, vaguely, but only because she's had exposure to the weird and horrifying. and also nerds. she doesn't notice the other girl until she hears her speak, and in spite of herself, a breathy, scoffing laugh exits her throat. )

Tell me about it.
pajarita: (i'm still fighting for peace)

yis yis (everything in the screening room is pre clarke)

[personal profile] pajarita 2015-02-05 09:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[someone gets it. good. she turns towards the source of the voice, finds another girl she doesn't recognize. well-dressed, pretty. not grounder; not pale enough to be mountain men. maybe one of thomas' wicked? or maybe just as trapped as her.]

You recognize it?
amplified: { 1.03 } « ᴏʜ ɴᴏ! » (don't need money; don't need fame.)

aight we good we good

[personal profile] amplified 2015-02-06 06:28 pm (UTC)(link)
( she only recognizes it in a barebones fashion. she shrugs. )

It's some old 1920's silent film from - I think - Germany. It would be much less unsettling if it were playing in a place that didn't feel like one of the sets from the film itself.
pajarita: (he could've waited longer than 10days)

we super fly

[personal profile] pajarita 2015-02-06 06:31 pm (UTC)(link)
It looks in good condition for how old it is. [the projector doesn't look high-tech at all, about as old-timey as everything in this hotel. like she's been send straight into the past, way way way before the earth died and was reborn again.]
amplified: { 3.19 } « ɢᴏɴᴇ ᴀᴡᴀʏ » (the wind calls our name.)

i feel really sorry for raven right now she is in old crusty tech hell

[personal profile] amplified 2015-02-06 07:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Mmhm. ( lydia has very little interest in the projector's age or condition. ) What I'd really like to know is why this place seems completely deserted, but this thing is still running. Wh this object, this movie, in particular?

agreed

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screening room

[personal profile] sheriffing 2015-02-07 06:08 am (UTC)(link)
[Creepy hotel, creepy screening room, creepy movie. Emma announces her presence the second she walks in, both to keep from scaring the girl and to offer her own agreement.]

They're really going out of their way to set the tone around here.

[That tells them something, doesn't it? Emma's eyes leave the screen and she sighs, leaning back against the wall with an quick but irritated look around.]

Makes me wonder why they're trying so hard.
pajarita: (i'm still fighting for peace)

[personal profile] pajarita 2015-02-07 09:07 am (UTC)(link)
Hospitality isn't their forte. [they're not getting a good review on yelp from raven, that's for sure.]

But it feels like that's why.
sheriffing: (🌟 64)

[personal profile] sheriffing 2015-02-08 09:25 am (UTC)(link)
Imprisonment's their forte.

[if these nameless, faceless forces were going to be good at one thing, why did it have to be that?]

I've found my way out of worse places, but this is starting to look like it might take some time.
pajarita: (relentless)

[personal profile] pajarita 2015-02-08 09:36 am (UTC)(link)
You have? [and that there's something to take note of. allies are always good to have, especially those with the same goals as you: getting out.

she's already gone through the process of dismissing her as either ark people or grounder, so she goes for:]
I'm Raven.
sheriffing: (Default)

[personal profile] sheriffing 2015-02-08 10:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, this isn't exactly my first time falling through a portal. It's kind of becoming a pattern.

[A shitty one, but the look says it all. Of all the habits to fall into, why did tumbling into different worlds have to become one of hers? It seems like the second she and Henry are reunited, they end up getting separated all over again.]

I'm Emma. [Which doesn't say much, does it? In a place like this, they're a lot more than their names.] Where are you from?

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pajarita: (i'll walk through fire to save my life)

lobby>>somewhere else (locked to octavia blake)

[personal profile] pajarita 2015-02-09 09:49 am (UTC)(link)
[it's probably the best idea to pull raven away while her temper boils, because she has a dull knife in her pocket and enough of rage to let loose on someone with it. blood calls for blood and whatnot. if clarke's gone all-grounder princess on them now, considering her having commander bitchface coming to her rescue, then why not just adopt all the gruesome traditions?

she doesn't want to see her face right now anyway. she doesn't want to see her face or handle the truth, and she keeps an admirable straight face for a while. while they're climbing the stairs up to the first floor, because raven's just going to hole up in there and clarke can wait a million years before following. they're her stairs now.

halfway to the first floor, with her hand gripping octavia's for balance, she starts shaking. it feels like a convulsion, her whole body rejecting the idea that finn is dead like it's cancer. she opens her mouth to say something like i'm fine, but what happens is another one of those dying animal sounds come out, and she just crashes down, knees hitting the edge of the stairs.]
tectus: all by bungalows @ dw (i get drunk on jealousy)

so late w/much starbucks

[personal profile] tectus 2015-02-15 02:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[ she knows full well that if she doesn't get raven out of there fast then something will go down that they'll all later regret. this was so much easier back home, when the reality of things were that there wasn't enough time for an extended fight, but showing up somewhere entirely new, and having to deal with those stresses on top of everything else are making for a nasty combination.

she doesn't really let go until they're a good few feet away from clarke and lexa, and even then she just reverts to one hand gripped strong, solid on raven's shoulder, the other clasping her hand firmly. it's not quite a restraint, but it could be if it needs to - and as it turns out it does, almost. not because raven is going back for more, but because it seems to have finally sunk in what clarke has done, and octavia is quick to adjust her hold and keep the other girl up as best as she can.
]

Raven. Hey, Raven, [ octavia murmurs her words softly, an arm slipping around her waist, and there's no brute force being used any more when she pulls the other girl into a tight hug. this isn't about holding her back any more, it's about holding onto her, supporting her, because it hurts like hell to see someone this strong falling apart, and god only knows what else she can be doing in this situation. ] c'mere.

[ it's all she's got, all she can do really to just hold onto her while she shakes and hope to all hell that raven comes through the other side of this. she has faith, if nothing else. this isn't earth, there isn't the same pressure to move on right now that they had their, but she can do it. octavia is sure of that much at least. ]
pajarita: (but you won't see me fall apart)

you're making me go back to emotional hell two weeks later

[personal profile] pajarita 2015-02-15 02:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[she's ready to just let go, sink into that hug and not recover, because how can she recover now? he's dead, or he's going to die, and nothing she ever does will stop him, in fact the knife that does it is apparently hers. she's left with nobody, no family, no friend who's seen her at her highs and lows, who has held her through her mother's floating and her studying for the zero-g test, nobody who's heard her laugh until her stomach ached.

a part of her is missing, vacuumed straight out.

death makes people selfish, it's always about them, she's heard it. and it must be true, because she takes one ragged breath against octavia's shoulder and shakes her head violently.]
Not here.

[not here means not where clarke, where lexa, can see her breaking down. not where anyone could. she pats her pocket and fishes out the room key, shoving it into octavia's hand before drawing away. her eyes dry, but for how long?] Not here.